Hi!
I'm Joniece and I have a problem.
A couple of them if you have time to read them.
I like to write and my rhymes are bright gems.
They're rare, they're bold, and they're beautiful like gold.
But this is my blog where my stories are told.
They're Hidden like the Goddess and Twisted like my books.
They help with my feelings.
Why don't you take a look?
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I've had this website since 2017. It has changed from being a record label company, to a entertainment website, to blogs, to selling products, to having 90,000+ fake followers, to nothing and now we are here. Shit, I'm paying 15 bucks a month and 50 bucks a year to keep this thing! I never made a dime directly through this shit and I wonder why is it so hard for me to let this go. So today I'm starting with something new. Today is a new season, today I'm starting with me.
The name "The Real Life Of Jo" sticks with me and perhaps I haven't been living up to the name. I actually hide myself which is furthest from being real. Is it from not being validated or wanted as a child? Was it years of being bullied and never fitting in? Is it because I constantly change myself to fit into society? It probably is all of those things. But I want change. This season I want to be different. This season I want to be me. The negative voices in my head are keep saying "You shouldn't post everything on the internet", "no one cares what you are going through", "no one wants to reads this shit". But in reality, this is all I have. The sounds of my fingers dancing on the keyboard is my favorite sound. Hearing reread what I wrote are epic echos. Perhaps the thoughts singing in my head are yelling in someone else's and by chance this could help them. Who knows. But one thing is for sure is I can't keep hiding. I can't keep holding everything in. I thought about doing something like this Blog on my YouTube channel, but the way my emotions are set up, it literally would just be me crying in front of a camera. Perhaps its's best to stay hidden on that note. When I wrote "The Hidden Goddess With A Twisted Mind" it was all written on paper and then I had to copy/type it in. To me this is different because I'm letting my mind wonder. Will this blog make complete sense? Absoluetley fucking not. Am I still going to post shit? Yep! If not everyday, twice a week for sure. Welcome to The Real Life of Jo, what's real with you?
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